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I can only describe myself physically, and tell you a little about my life. I can't even attempt to describe what I'm like, you just have to talk to me, and figure that out for yourself. To start with, My childhood was nowhere near as bad as it could have been, but it was fucking rough. I had to deal with divorce, spite, and lies early on... My mom and dad worked diligently to rob the other of my faith. When I first started experiencing homosexual tendencies, I was terrified. Everything that I had heard, Everything that I knew the people around me felt said it was wrong. An abomination, sub-human. So I hid it. I suppressed it, And I was miserable. When I finally got around to risking experimentation, I was vicious. It was what I had wanted for so long, Finally a release from the pent-up angst of my oppressive surroundings. I moved back in with my mom, and decided it was time to tell her. She was nonchalant, and our relationship hasn't changed at all. Sometimes I can't even tell she knows, It means nothing to her, as long as I'm happy. The past two years I struggled hard with my sexuality, Hurting more than a few people, unable to decide what I wanted, or rather, if I wanted what everyone else said was right. I tried to change, Searching for any reason I could believe to do it. And I was made miserable again. I know now what is right for me. The guiding care of a new friend made it possible for me to let go of my past. I'm starting forward now, Trying to clear up the sickening echo of my past, and get on my feet again.

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